Posted in October 2010

Archive: So what happened to me?

Archive: So what happened to me?

So what happened to me? Those of you who know me may have noticed the radical change in my nature as of late. It comes from a chain of events between September 24th and October 2nd. I was in rapid decline in mid September. from where the darkness and has no end. Eventually I figured … Continue reading

Archive: Anger.

Archive: Anger.

Anger. Once upon a time an unspeakably beautiful woman came up to me at a party. “What is it you fear most?” she asked. Oddly enough I had never thought of it before. There were things I avoided but not necessarily out of fear. The usual answers of death or pain weren’t fully honest either. … Continue reading

Archive: none

none Someone died in our building today, out of the blue. It makes me hate you even more. Lev died in his sleep last night from a heart attack. A lot of people die in our building, like everywhere else. In our building, though, if someone who is always around suddenly disappears without word, someone … Continue reading

Archive: Attention

Attention There is a little old lady in my building that I look after. We met at the pool two years ago. She needed a ride to an acupuncturist for her legs and asked if I could drive. I was still a complete shut-in and really didn’t want to go, but I felt bad for … Continue reading