So… I’ve been thinking about leg surgery recently. I’ve always known that I had one leg longer than the other and that it is the source of my back pain, but now that I’ve started doing stretching exercises, I *really* notice the difference. I have a perpetual spasm in my right hip from holding my … Continue reading

I got me a blog.

I got me a blog.

About damn time, right? I have to be professional now that I’m having a profession. Okay, this blog may not be professional. Same amount of bluntness and occasional swearing you’ve come to expect from me. Eventually I have one up for ‘Eccentricty’ and one up for ‘Queensbride’, which will be ‘adults only’. At the moment … Continue reading

Archives: Conflicts of Interest

Archives: Conflicts of Interest

Conflicts of Interest Somehow ended up watching videos of the Boxing Day Tsunami of 04. I’m a logically based person. I’m not religious. I don’t believe in crystals or spells or heaven. It’s not a choice not to believe. I can’t believe something I don’t believe, for example; I’d like to believe that all government … Continue reading

Archive: A postcard from the Edge.

Archive: A postcard from the Edge.

A postcard from the Edge. So I’m going through old text files and I find a letter I wrote to wife hundreds upon hundreds of years ago, shortly after we first met on the Carmen Sandiego forum. It looks like it was once a wrapped txt file, possibly converted from wordperfect or works. The surreal … Continue reading

Archive: title

Archive: title

title I’ve been skirting the edge for some time now. It feels like some time now. My fingers are so heavy. they’d rather just rest on the keyboard, but I want to share the place I’m in. I haven’t been here…in such a long time. Bad or good? I don’t know. I don’t know if … Continue reading

Archive: Stupidness update

(Originally posted in comments of ‘stupidness‘) Anie Knipping Update…. ***** Dear Anie, I’ve thought long and hard about your project and I’m afraid it’s not one I can take on. When we met, as you may remember, I thought one possibility would be to split Eccentricity into smaller pieces. But as stunning and original as … Continue reading

Archive: Gender angst

Archive: Gender angst

Gender angst I’m glad I’m not gendered, just like I’m glad I’m not in a religion or of any discernible ethnic group. I’ve always been happy about that, but now I’m especially so. Gender looks like it sucks. No matter what variation you are, you still have to deal with what other people consider to … Continue reading

Archive: stupidness

stupidness It’s been a week, two weeks, sort of slimed together in chunks of pain and sleep and gazing into space. There’s a bit going on but nothing bad. Just flitting bits and it’s really hot. The garden, I’m losing plants back there. I just can’t keep up with it, the heat. The water keeps … Continue reading